10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 this is the count that made me feel very excited when another year was about to start, so simple and effortless, as if with that we were just turning the page, I remember that when I was younger and new year was coming I didn’t know if I had to eat my grapes first and then decree my 12 wishes, but in the emotion of that moment I choked and forgot what I wanted to ask; of course, lots of that wishes weren’t fulfilled, besides that they were changing over the years.

I believe that 90% of the wishes we promised to ourselves still haven’t been accomplished ‘cause in the process we realize that a purpose requires from our willness and most of all, of our responsability to create it; have in mind that if we exist it’s because we’re made of the same energy that God, the Universe or the existence, this means that  we co-create along with that resonance and that creation is not good or bad, it just is, ‘cause it’s united to a learning that our soul needs in order to evolve; nonetheless, when our thoughts lie to us through those beliefs that provoke lacking, we realize that today seems like yesterday and for sure it’ll become in the  tomorrow. 

This 2020 was one of the most challenging years humanity has experienced and the desire of many was that it could end soon; hoping that in 2021 everything changes for good; it’s a fact that last year taught us a lot about ourselves, made us release control of those situations without answer, made us reconcile with the loss of those who we visualized eternal and most of all, made us value the persons we separated from in order to not infect them or be infected by them.  

 “What you think, you’ll be, What you feel, you’ll attract, What you imagine, you’ll create it”.  

Buddha.

This time at the 12 chimes, I felt that my new counting didn’t have the same feeling like before ‘cause a part of me thought that 2020 was in debt with us; still owes us the laughter, hope, health, abundance, peace and happiness; but seeing this experience on that way meant choosing my projections; therefore, I stopped looking for the guilty and assumed the responsability I had as a member of a collective of which I’m part of and I realized that’s not about the year but about myself, in order to make the changes I need to manifest in my life; I accepted that on many occasions I was invaded by the fears and insecurities and my challenge was to find the spiritual purpose in everything I lived collectively and personally; ‘cause like all of us, I have the rooted need of believing that there are some things which are impossible when in reality that’s an  idea of my mind to stop me and in that way remain loyal to those lacking patterns and votes of constant negativity.

It’s a fact that 2020 was a hard teacher ‘cause it took away the people we loved, people we felt inseparable of and offered us their death or maybe we stayed away from others for fear of being infected, but it taught us to reconcile with self love in order to resonate in it as a conscious and free state, understanding that the others didn’t take our love ‘cause it always remained at the disposal of oneself and also, made us respect the journey of the others and release the control that we exert in others; it took our jobs, the ones where we put all our abundance so we could become aware of how dependent we were of our comfort zone and rethink what made us happy; it left us with a huge wound of family violence so we can realize that we already lived immerse in it and it’s time to give up to those patterns of pain and absence; it took us our belongings to let go the attachment and made peace with our humanity in order to take away from us the thought that everything in our lives has to be perfect.

This year I didn’t want to decree nothing nor assure that it’ll be “the best year of my life” ‘cause that depends of the interpretation I gave to my created and materialized experiences; this time I dedicated myself to give thanks to 12 things that the 2020 had, I gave thanks that I’m healthy, that I keep healing and awakening, that everyday I had food in my table, that I could observe my lacking thoughts and transform them into abundant ones, I gave thanks for my family, friends and humanity, I gave thanks for my job and I honored the Universe that helped me to keep it, I gave thanks ‘cause I exist and if I do, it’s because I have a great purpose to carry on.

Have in mind that we’re entering into a number “5” year which means the year of the willness; so I consider that in order for you to co-create an abundant 2021 year, you need to think what do you want and know what you’re going to do to achieve it, stop blaming the goverment for you economy cause it’s responsible of the economy of a nation not of your personal economy ‘cause this one depends on your beliefs; think with love and materialize with the same resonance ‘cause love is an it’ll always be the answer; don’t ask more than you give neither receive less that you expect, connect yourself with gratitude even you think there’s nothing to be grateful for, don’t think that by changing the year your life is going to change, it’s better if you change so your year can change as well, in the end, it’s not about the future but is how you absorb your present; don’t promise yourself that you’ll find love so you can take away from you the burden that generates loneliness, it’s better if you make yourself the promise of finding your self-love in order to vibrate in that love you’ve taken away from you for fear of accepting yourself; I believe that the only promise we have to make and action from is to learn to see empathy as the only solution that takes us away from judgement and comparison in order to turn love into a service that connects us; give thanks that 2020 taught you a lot about yourself but most of all taught us to embrace our human fragility to understand that we’re all part of a world where everything is one.

Have a loving 2021, Shary ChavLó ∞